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[ Ceres has calmed down a bit since wrecking the 6th floor common room. She's spent quite a long time alone in her room. An inordinate amount of time, even. About as inordinate as the long silence that comes from the feed before she actually begins to speak. ]
Imagine, if you would, that you have only ever stayed still long enough to have a child. You meet a man, have his child, nurse it, and when your work is done you move on and do it again somewhere new.
Three years is an interminable length of time. Three years, trapped, kept in the same place with no hope of release. Learning to care for people, losing them, gaining and losing everything again and again and unable to stop it.
What have I done to deserve this fate?
[ Ceres has calmed down a bit since wrecking the 6th floor common room. She's spent quite a long time alone in her room. An inordinate amount of time, even. About as inordinate as the long silence that comes from the feed before she actually begins to speak. ]
Imagine, if you would, that you have only ever stayed still long enough to have a child. You meet a man, have his child, nurse it, and when your work is done you move on and do it again somewhere new.
Three years is an interminable length of time. Three years, trapped, kept in the same place with no hope of release. Learning to care for people, losing them, gaining and losing everything again and again and unable to stop it.
What have I done to deserve this fate?
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Date: 2014-03-04 02:12 am (UTC)Sometimes people... suck.
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Date: 2014-03-04 08:11 pm (UTC)But I guess you need to find a way to be you.
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Date: 2014-03-04 08:55 pm (UTC)Who else would I be?
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Date: 2014-03-04 07:31 pm (UTC)Alpha is an idiot.
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Date: 2014-03-04 08:54 pm (UTC)I cannot graduate without help, and I have no help. It will only get worse.
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Date: 2014-03-04 10:26 pm (UTC)The Admiral refuses to return my Hagoromo even to a warden.
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Date: 2014-03-04 12:58 pm (UTC)I learned to live in the good parts.
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Date: 2014-03-04 05:34 pm (UTC)[ Because there's totally no reason a mother would be attached to their child regardless of the reason they had them. ]
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