03 - Hi guys we're both still here

[heavenlymisandrist]

[ Video ]

[ Oh hey, look who it is. Some of you may recognize the effervescent young woman from port. Some of you may know her from the last time she went on the network to bitch. Yeah, it's that time again. ]

I was not asked if I wished for your redemption, nor was Aya asked if she wished to accompany me in my death. Yet here we both are, trapped and made to dance like puppets on your strings. I am no more able to let her out than I am able to retrieve that which was so wrongly taken from me centuries ago.

This is the man you are working for, wardens, and in defending him you are no better than him yourselves. Your second life is neither a blessing nor a gift, but a curse invoked without caution or care. I have no sympathy for your pain. We are all of us damned.

[ That's all. Until next time, barge~ ♥ ]

Comments

[enchangement]

Who is Aya?

[heavenlymisandrist]

Aya is my descendent. It is her body which I inhabit, though both of us are dead.

[enchangement]

Are you a ghost?

[heavenlymisandrist]

I am a tennyo.

[ maybe not the answer you were looking for, sorry? ]

[tentacruelest]

Woman, no one gives a damn about your opinions here.

[heavenlymisandrist]

Nor yours.

[ Shut up and go away >:V ]

[tentacruelest]

Mine are a sight more valuable, what with experience.

Do us all a favor and give the rest of us some damn peace.

[heavenlymisandrist]

I owe you neither favors nor peace.

[ No never >:c ]

[darknessb4me]

They won't listen. They never do.

You're inhabiting another person?

[heavenlymisandrist]

I would say rather that she is inhabiting me, but we share this body.

[darknessb4me]

Whose was it first?

[heavenlymisandrist]

It has always been mine, since before she was born.

[ She just kinda. Grew on her own, while Ceres was unaware of herself. ]

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[synchronous]

Do rants like this actually have any effect?

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[heavenlymisandrist]

All things have an effect.

[ Today is Ceres Being Snooty day. Oh, who are we kidding, every day is Ceres Being Snooty day. ]

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[synchronous]

An effect that matters, then.

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[heavenlymisandrist]

What matters depends upon to whom it matters.

[godsays]

Or, we know that he does good, and we find it worthwhile being a part of what he does despite the bad that comes with it.

[heavenlymisandrist]

[ HAHAHA nope. ]

Then you are truly cruel.

[godsays]

No. This isn't what cruelty looks like.

[heavenlymisandrist]

Without that which is mine I am dying. A mother is trapped without her child or the father of her child. Do not presume to speak to me about cruelty.

[ Man she wants to choke somebody. ]

[hearrrtofgold]

I know! Wardens, right?

[heavenlymisandrist]

[ Just. Staring. ]

[persecutioncomplex]

[She recognizes the person who understood things most of all, at least in her mind; the one person she could ally with the most closely despite her misgivings about the beauty.]

Aya?

[starofdarkness]

[ Touko is a little harder to recognize, without the evil expression on her face. But the voice clicks in her mind. ]

Aya is the name this body was given.

[persecutioncomplex]

This body? You weren't there first? [oh this does not sound like a thing she's comfortable with]